Confusion Expressed

Are you still there, standing, looking for me?
I’m at somewhere else now, sitting; so can you stop?
The feeling inside me is slowly faded; and it’s gone now.
It flies away; following the wind of how’s and why’s.
I feel refreshed; that it’s easier for me to move, to many places.
Yet, anywhere I go, are filled with guiltiness; playing around.
They said to me, over and over; that they promised to leave.
That will happen, they said. If only I know what you’re feeling right now.

If I let you go, will you let me go? Fears are chasing me.
Don’t repeat what you've done before, they yelled at me; loudly.
They want me to wait. They want you to make a decision; not me.
The reason to you is; I don’t know. They didn't tell me about it. But,
The reason to me is; the feelings of mine have gone away.
Yet, I’m confused about yours; maybe you thrown it away?
Our relationship has been getting weaker and weaker day by day.

Guiltiness and fears are still here.
Are those feelings of yours still here?